Lost in words...

There is a limit to tolerance. If we believe people blindly and dedicate ourselves to the extent more than how much they are extending to us, it can really really really hurt. But obviously, nobody can hurt us without our consent. Sometimes I think, should we lessen our dedication to their level and be carefree? Or should we not? :)

I know I had lost my previous zeal for writing but here I am rediscovering the things that meant 'me' in the past! So many things, which once were too close to my heart and later I felt 'Really! Did I fancy all this stuff?' are beginning to make a new impact in my heart (I meant that part of brain responsible for feelings). I don't know why but it definitely makes my heart elated!

There are certain questions lingering in the mind! Some things too confusing, some matters not understood but why? Sometimes we feel this is right but the next moment, a twist may turn up! There is no specific rule book to life, right? After all, the only simple thing which we can follow is follow what we feel at present is right.

There is no specific start. There is no specific end. Everything dissolves in the cycle of life.  Life is nothing but a jigsaw puzzle….where pieces are events…or is it so? A shatter…a quarrel…but why? Are we creating prisons for ourselves building unnecessary rules and blindly following something without any reason? Destroying self respect can destroy ourselves if not can immerse us in regrets later.. For now, let us flutter like butterflies! It is your wish completely, but that is what I am going to do now.

It seems surprising that the things which were easy in the past is kind of strange now. Even before thinking what happened, I am resorting to blogging. Perhaps, it was one of the things that identified me. This 'me' pronoun too is kind of not 'me'. I don't know, either people change drastically or something neutral happened. It is not that it is a bad kind of change but somehow I cannot comprehend myself amidst all these changes. Perhaps, this was the 'me' before but I failed to realise earlier.

I follow the tide, knowing nothing It leads me to somewhere wherein I know nothing of I still blindly follow it hoping for a distant light I see the light but it seems far off... My heart yearns for this journey to be over but as I travel farther and farther I realize the tide is showing me the right path and when I went astray it puts me back where I am destined to go It feels hard now but I hope it won't be hard later for without hope and belief we are non-existent I don't understand anything now but hope it all fits exactly like a jigsaw puzzle as still I am so puzzled why I am leaded so but there is still something I understand gradually Naïve emotions still makes me follow!!!